restless.

i have plenty to do but am in one of those moods. im always in one of those moods anyways. haha.

had lunch with my girls, wanah & ren. been awhile and i always enjoy their company. gila bah diurang ani, gila. well, gila in a good way anyways. skajap serious bercerita, skajap nda bertantu. lol. na, apa nya babu mu na? 'takut ku jua ikut bcakap nda bertantu by the time ku balik ke brunei nanti'. now that's funny. if you read ren's blog, you'll get what we meant by nda bertantu. haha. and i tell you, its contagious.

me: na, d mana ko simpan cawan bagas ko minum tadi ah?
ren: nada. ku talan. malas ku kan mencuci talan saja. *muka serious*

another scenario.

ren: ka dah, apakanni? *points at mesin yang untuk binding*
me: tu. untuk binding..
ren: awuah. pernah ku liat orang memakai ni.
me: iakan? d mana? d the mall? *muka serious*

both wanah and ren were at the office today. they might come again tomorrow. yaay! not that the office is not noisy enough already. haha. but we all love good company, don't we? we even made prank calls to ren's mum through the intercom. cheap thrill bah kami ani. bukannya mengacau orang lain kan? huhuhu.

on a more serious note, do you guys believe in blessings in disguise? had a particular conversation today, not that its the first time i had it but it just made me realise certain things in life are meant to be that way. doesn't matter how much pain and heartache you have to go through, at the end of the day, you think... 'maybe its worth it'. eseh. macam advert loreal. kinda. haha.

but yeah, right now, i am glad that i am where i am and not where i used to be. for if i was still that person and stuck there, not only will i not have met him, i will also be living in a life full of irrensposibilities, lies and deceit.

while the opposite of love is not hate, but indifference. (dari mana tu nah? :p) and though i am indifferent, i do not wish that you to continue living that life. in fact, i don't think anyone deserves to live that way.

am off to shower and catch up on desperate housewives. am enjoying it immensely. it is no way comparable to satc. the scandals potrayed in DH makes you think about marriage a lot, just like the satc makes you think about your relationship too much- and that ladies & gents, are as similar as they get.