knackered.

am getting old. seriously. was out the whole afternoon. had lunch with my friends then off to do car-window-shopping for a certain person *ehem*. hehe. i want a new car too! hehehe. will do so when i get a good job, insya Allah. but what about that Chanel handbag? *decisions decisions decisions* hahahaLOL.

so ive been talking about the ex too much to my girlfriends. well, more like pondering and wondering and a bit of bitching. JUST A BIT *tee-hee* :p sekalinya you know how when dibibir-bibir nama orang atu, youre bound to bump into them? well, that happened to me today. was walking around and guess who i bumped into (if it wasnt obvious already :p)- yeah, the ex & the gf. no, i did not go all inda tantu rasa. i actually smile to both of them. yesh, BOTH of them. and felt good about it too *grins*

last year and the year before, i broke down in tears after seeing them together each and every time. once, when i thought i was over him, i cried in the car whilst talking to a girl friend over the phone giving her every detail of the meet. thats when i knew i was not over him yet. was still wasting all the tears :p but now, one thing for sure, i know im over him and am somehow glad that it wasn't me walking next to him tadi and some other things too (my baybees know about this ;))

and ooh, i would think that my family & friends would gladly shoot me in the foot so i wont be able to wear anymore nice shoes if i was even considering of getting back together with him. both feet if i actually did. haha.

i think i better hit the shower now, i have a little catch up session with my boys form high school later. cant wait :D :D

btw, i think i am truly, madly and deeply addicted to sanay wala. i actually swore like a truck driver whilst driving home today. too many cars on the road. takut inda sampat catch the show. hehe. and the other day, i screamed at my sister down the phone for going out when she was supposed to be at home and taped my sanay wala. i need help!