so soon.

early morning again. ndajua wah. kan kul 9 jua ku bangun. hehe. i like snoozing the alarm at least twice before i drag my ass out of bed. walaupun nda tidur balik, just lying down on the the bed, staring at the ceiling and do a mental list of what i have to do today. then when i realise banyak kan dbuat, barutah melumpat out of bed.

got an email from a prospective employer yesterday and apparently, they couldnt get me a working visa in singapore because im a fresh graduate. i dont know whether to be disappointed or relieved? part of me wants that job. finance, shopping and close to home- who wouldn't? but there's also that part of me that's sick and tired of living overseas. the other option was to work in their brunei office, which is not my area basically. and if i was to make a career out of it, i have to get my CPA. skulah lagi? waduh. ngak mau gue.

so, am going to try an look for more jobs. kalau nda, kawan ku ada sudah offer aku kan jadi amahnya. (Shamai- you think aku boleh udah jadi amah? I swear I'll stand up when I vacuum the room now. lol.). Kalau nda, jadi housewife. And there's that other option, working at McDs. 'G'morning, what would you like to order today? *big fake grin*' hehehehe. sometimes i just wish those behind the counter- be it McDs or government receptions- could smile just a little bit. sikit saja bah. jangan marah2. iatah membari kami takut bertanya and then salah tampat. lol.

this happened to me and a couple of friends back during spring break. we wanted to go to jabatan percetakan but ended up at jabatan penerangan. kami masuk dengan confidentnya to jabatan penerangan's lobby. looked around and couldn't find the sign. so we asked the lady behind the counter. *for a small reception area, they were 4 or 5 ladies in there!*

boleh ia smirk arah kami sal kami nda tau d mana jabatan percetakan? mun senyum nda jua ngapa. ani smirk! erk. iatah membari malas kan bertanya. they make you feel stupid. ive had my fair share of feeling like a bimbo. haha. but feeling stupid is another thing. psft. mun ku nda tau, nda ku bertanya bah :p *stress*


reply to taggers :p

Chevvy: nda bunyi2 pasal let you all find your way here saja. hehehe :p :p

Bondyy: you found me too! hiii. hehe.

Yaneh: i see you soon- insya Allah! iski brabis. then we can go out and distract ourselves. banyak kadai kasut d brunei kan? hehehe. lubs you!


ooh. the other half have just texted me. and its not even midday. hehe.