pemalas.

yes. i am still in a pemalas mood. i only go out if i have to. like functions to go or no one to pick up my siblings from wherever they are. i even get my food delivered home.

S.G.B.S., W.G.B.S. and R.G.B.S., nanti ku jalan sama kamu ah. tunggu when i can breathe easily lah, i.e. when results come out next week :)

for now, all i want to do is just laze around. watch tv, go online, read and am ocassionally tweaking my resume and cover letter. i have just finished watching The OC 201 and yes, i agree with yani that ryan looks so much cuter in season 2. he is less buff and i like my guys that way. heh. and a little bit of parut ;p

i miss my other half :/ 4 days now since i last saw him. sigh. i suppose its going to be that way. and i dont even have a job yet.

the same goes with friends. was talking to shamai about this the other day- how we all don't see each other as much anymore. when you have a job, you have your colleagues and then when you get married, you have your married friends. so, i said to him. well, maybe it is a blessing in disguise that we have a small real circle of friends now and when we start working or get married, there are not as many people to offend by our absence and we don't have to make a lot of effort to catch up with your real friends as you dont have that many to begin with.

by the way, what i mean by real friends are those friends that have been with you through thick and thin, know that you are crying behind those smiles, tell you to your face that yes, you have grown fatter and most importantly, they will understand when you are busy with your job or family . in other words, your bitches (affectionately!). hehe. of course, there are your other friends, which i am not denying, who are as wonderful, beautiful and terrific as they are.

and opposite end of the real friends- the toxic friends, which i will not elaborate on. they're the ones that are just as bad as your enemies (which i like to think i have none, but who am i kidding? LOL.) but with enemies, you know where you stand :p

honestly, at times, i'm just too tired to fight. i give the ocassional smile because i just couldnt be arsed anymore.

so anyways, would you rather have a large group of friends or a small group of real friends?