lazy bum.

am too lazy to blog. partly because i cant find the right words and partly because so many things have been happening lately that i dont know if i want to share it with everyone.

blogging is so big at the moment that it seems to be the topic of conversation for most people. i have to admit that my friends and i are guilty of that. it just makes me wonder whether my thoughts and activties are also being discussed by my readers. yes, it makes me slightly paranoid. hehe.

i have also changed back my friendster account to first degree. it occured to me that people will be able to read about me from the testimonials; some of them can be rub a person the wrong way or that some people may be quick to judge me based on them. shrugs.

i thought that i would stop blogging as soon as i get back (am still blogging, arent i? :p), but i am very reluctant to leave. the archives are evidences of the ups and downs ive had in the past 2 years and as a friend have said, 'print it and you can make a book and then a soap opera out of it'. haha. ongoing soap opera banar. a sanay wala nang wakas life, i tell you. not as bad pulang. lol.

a not so long post. isya sudah. am expecting few people for dinner tonight.