psft.

was GAC-ed alright. got invited for the assessment thing this morning and it was horrible! my time management skills are just hopeless. meeting & presentation went okay but not as good as i wanted it to be. and in tray exercise? don't mention it! horrible, horrible, horrible.

there were about 7 of us cos' 1 person pulled out. 2 out of that 7 are malay. the rest? chinese! and also only 2 out of the 7 are female. ditzy ones too i'd say! haha. and guess what? both of us girls are from brisbane. coincidence? huhu.

as we walked out, few of them pulled out cigarettes. and what was i thinking? food! haha. good food. yes, while some other seek comfort in their ciggies, i want food. the whole idea made it worst especially when i thought id just go home instead of my monday aerobics classes! no yan, its not JUST because you ditched me :p :p i was pretty tired myself and i have a tahlil to go to tonight too. felt bad enough for missing the funeral this morning :S

i'm a little bit smiling in the inside at the moment. some things are getting a bit too surreal. its like living in a bubble. a happy one! but i'm still scared that it will burst and there will be no happy ending :(

and answering to some of your questions- yes, things are going okay despite the stress & frustration and i'm bloody excited! hehehe. much love from me to you and i will try to wait for you guys ;) ;) ;)