panas lah...

walked home from uni at 2pm. not such a good idea really but i would feel bloody guilty if i had taken the bus. lecture was cancelled today cos' he was sick. so woke up early and went to uni for just a 45 mins class. didnt find out about the cancellation until i was in my tute. tskk. kata2 seorang2. hehe. mun tahu, nda kami datang. but all's good *thumbs up*. was a very good class. although my tutor kept on saying to me, 'you look confused. you sure you understand? you want me to explain again?' hahaha. only took up that offer once. yeah. nda pulang ku paham awal2nya. bangang banar kali muha ku ani. hehehehehe.

shitttttttttt. i have just realised something. i was on the phone with my aunt tadi, minta receipe mocha cream cheesecake. hehehehehe. am going to try and make it this weekend :) as slalu, baibun brabis kami. hahaha. update cerita, etc. then when i got off the phone with her, there was a text from mr. ex asking what i was up to. so just told him that i was at home and asked why. then no reply from him. so malas lah. inda batah lapastu, there was a knock at the door (my bedroom door!). thought it was bal or inul cos diurang d bawah. suruh saja masuk. well, well.. surprise, surprise...if it wasnt mr. ex himself. turned out he was downstairs all along. and he said he could hear me talking on the phone.

i dont want to flatter myself but sejak bila ia pandai turun masuk ke rumah and then naik ke atas to say hi and give me a hug? he picks up bal for soccer a couple of times a week and inda pernah pun ia turun masuk. sighhh. cemana kanni? what am i supposed to do? bloody confused at the moment :S

banarrrrrr. if he's just doing this to show that tennis player chick he's just main2kan her, i will seriously kick him in the ar*e- hard!!! ingatnya apa orang ani? kan dbodoh2i? even when he cheated on me before i knew he was cheating about it, i just didnt know sama siapa. sighhh. anyways, if he breaks up with his gf now, i dont think now will be a good time to start a relationship again. there are so many unresolved issues.

urghhhhhhh *STRESSED*. thank god its the weekend. am going to jab, jab, jab, punch my stress away later. and coincidentally, he will be at the gym later too. tskkkkkkkk.