i have lost my favourite jumper

god. sitting through 3 seminars sure make you one bangang person. had to listen to
1. differences in business culture in south korea
2. taiwan as the new business hub (or something like that!)
3. the ic industry in asia.

bah. someone please tell me atu inda membari kan menangis. between listening to the speakers, i was reading an article on nyse and nasdaq. bloody hell banar eh. lapastu this indon dude from my group kept on trying to initiate a conversation pasal kami punya seminar nanti. kana bari mata oleh lecturer. hahaha. and my dad was texting me at the same time too. try to do all that and what you get at the end of the night? hang on. not get. lose. i have lost my favourite jumper.

yeah. so, if anyone finds a black jumper lying around between the colin clark buliding room 305, the unisafe bus stop after the library, the unisafe bus that david usually drives and my house. please please please return it to me. hehehe. btw, its a cotton on black boat neck jumper. of course, size L lah. ingat kurus? muahahahahahaha. to my dear friends, awu yg mcm my pink and brown one. hahahaha. yesh, i have the same design in 3 colours.

wanah just msn-ed me saying she's coming over in a bit. i stood up to buka the door to my room so i could hear when she knocks later and guess what happened? i managed to knock over my big bottle of water, which knocked over a glass filled with ribena. yes. tumpah nyamu. all over the carpet. and ohh, hit my toe arah the unisafe's bus punya pintu tadi. puks banar.

you know what i think is happening to me at the moment? 'kana marahi', if you get what i mean. i went to have dinner with and cooked lunch for someone else's boyfriend and now, i have to pay for it. but its really not my fault. i havent even contacted him for what? 4 weeks? and then he texts me and started saying things i dont really want to hear. not now. not anymore. maybe not ever. especially since ive worked so hard to get over him.

one thing that really, really bothered me was what he said to me last nite,
"you know we're meant to be together, why wont you give it another chance and try to work things out?"
sakit ati ku banar. ingatnya apa? i made a complete fool out of myself last year trying to save the relationship. i even had his gf's sister saying stuff about me. told him that anyways. that i did try to save the relationship and who was he to question me on that. diam. guess he knew he was wrong. sigh.

babes that are reading my blog, you guys will have to put up with my whining and complaining about my dramatic life at the moment. dont worry, im trying real hard to keep my feet on the ground and not give him any satisfaction of any sort.

on a positive note, HE texted me good night semalam ;) guess that had put me in a better mood.

if i dont fall asleep early tonight, i might just blog some more. love you babes heaps & heaps. thanx for being there for me.