janganlah dnanti pada yang telah pergi, hanya luka lama kan berdarah kembali...

am listening to dayang nurfaizah & dino's version of rindu bayangan. no. inda ku emosi mendengar lagu ani deh. mana ada luka lama berdarah kembali. luka lama beracun ada. muahahahaha. *BYTTER BYTCH*

am currently disturbed from something i was told this morning. sigh. hmmm. might not be worth thinking about at the moment. am going to let it sort it out by itself, i suppose. was kinda upset i wasnt told directly and had to hear it from someone else. oh well. maybe there were valid reasons for it. we'll see. we'll see.

had an msn conversation this morning too (you know who you are *winks* ) about of course, men and their ego and just men in general, really. entah ah. maybe satc was right, you can't really find everything in one man.
for instance, i would like to think that its their flaws that will make you love them more but sometimes it just doesnt work that way i suppose. at first their flaws are cute but then it just annoys the hell out of you. but then again, you might still think its cute and dont really care.

entah ah. men think we women are so difficult to understand. and we like to think men never appreciate us. it works both way. maybe its better not to be in a relationship? but then you get lonely jua. it just shows you can never win all the time, i suppose.

anyways, going to hit the showers and stop internet-ing. haha. need to actually start studying again sometime. bloody hell eh.

btw, missing you...