tell it like it is.

i miss him. so much that i cried last night. if you think im being ridiculous, i am not. i also cried the other day when i was missing ren. yes ren. i cried. i miss your lame jokes. i miss your smelly presence. i miss speaking nonsense with you. although we've been doing that lately on msn. haha. but yeah, i just miss you.

but last night, i was missing him- bad! it was horrible. i dont know what possessed me to cry like a little child. so i spoke to him for a little while and he was reassuring me that its only just another week before he'll be back. eshk. just another week? lama bah tu one week atu. 7 hari. mun sehari baru nda lama. but yeah, hearing his voice made me feel a tad bit better :)

i'm feeling a bit frustrated as well. i was supposed to hear from a prospective employer sometime this week but i havent heard anything from them. they said they would tell me regardless of the outcome. sigh. i guess i am just going to be a desperate housewife. my friends & i thought that i'm a lynette. heh. am i? although i can see myself leaving a job to raise a family. but then, i dont even have a job to begin with. and no, i am so not a bree. i know a bree and a gabriella. *waves at them*

oh yeah, tonight was our last jap class. our exam is in less than 2 weeks. numbers in japanese are excruciatingly difficult. prices & time will be tested. i wonder if can shop in japan already. akhir-akhirnya karang wakarimasen jua ganya dcakap. hehe. earlier on we were discussing how only a selected few in our class has that japanese accent. where else, yang lain, semua ada that brunei melating accent, particularly the girls. and those with the japanese accent, sebiji macam accent dari cartoon jepun. haha. too much naruto or anime or whatever your call it.

its almost 11. am going to have a dose of las vegas tonight before i sleep. isnt danny mccoy just the hottest thing ever? and mike oh mike. sexy mike. and if i was a lesbian, i would want to sleep with nessa. after catherine zeta jones lah. and i want mary's lucky boobs. okay, i think its getting a bit too late. haha.

replies:

ren- ive missed 5 weeks of tahlil. batah udah nda makan the pisang goreng. hehe.

peach- feb 15th? heh? apa ada? *bangang* :p

ooh. before i forget, Melly babe, if youre reading this, i was away when you msn-ed me. leave me a msg on msn if you come on yeah.