delete.

typed out a whole lot but deleted it. i dont think i can bring myself to tell the whole world exactly how i feel. its probably unfair too. oh shucks.

one of the best advice i received was, 'why should you think of others when they never think of you?'

let me just take it all out on shoe shopping. heh. thanks to len! ;)

Len, you're leaving tomorrow! When you come back in December, things will almost be different! i can never thank you enough for being there for me through thick & thin. i hope things will never change. i still have the bear where we said to each other, 'may we find a guy before we turn 40'. do come back in time, yeah! love you loads & loads.

sar, nah & sher, thanks for the tags! i'm hanging in there and pretty damn excited about things :) but at the same time extremely nervous. hehe.

i'm so close to tears now. i've said this to few people and i will say it again, its a bit surreal that i'm scared that i will wake up to find its all just a dream.