so i was told...

that Rasulullah (SAW) melarang tani berkawan dengan orang yang membuang masa tani. this would mean that i can end being civil and nice to some people. most of my family (including the parental unit) and friends might know the whole or at least part of the story by now. even the boyfriend was on the receiving end of the rant and despite his loathe for the subject, he managed to give me a smile and advices on how to handle it.

i refuse to rant about it in here because i dont want you to know what you dont have to know. most of you have probably heard the worst through emails or chats or txts or phone calls. although i was seriously annoyed, pissed and miffed among other things earlier on. after a few sembahyang hajats and a good power nap, im at peace now. not only do i find the whole idea disturbingly funny but it is also seems ridiculously childish.

whatever it is. however it turned out to be. i just hope that everyone finds the happiness or what not, that they deserve. Allah lebih mengetahui. everything happens for a reason. that dark cloud above you, there is a silver lining to it. insya Allah, all will be well. feeling disappointed? it could actually be a blessing in disguise.

no one is perfect. Rasulullah (SAW) sajalah yang sesempurnanya makhluk Allah. accept things as they are as Allah knows better and has better plans for his umat. insya Allah.