merry christmas & a very happy new year :)

so its boxing day. wouldnt it be nice to be either in england or australia or anywhere that has great shopping. good sales! hehe!

just finished watching extreme engineering. very the cool eh. imagine being able to travel from new york to london in less than an hour. 54 minutes was it? bisai tu eh.

hmm. woke up around 8 this morning to helen's text. that girl is such an early riser! hehehe. textd with her for awhile then went back to sleep. didnt get up till about 10 ish i think it was.

its almost 2004. 2003 has been one hell of a year for me. the past few years have been very interesting. managed to find myself (haha! ilang ku bah nyamu :p) and what i wanted. well, what i think i wanted anyways. 2002 was all weird and difficult except that i managed to graduate after the shit i had to go through that year. of course, many thanx to my dear, dear friends who were always there for me despite the time difference. hehe. and even early morning calls (to those in oz!) to cry my heart out.

2003 have been very, very interesting. many ups & downs. travelling with my loveley friends. staying with them. living with them. THAT were the best moments and i could say that EVERYTIME i look at our pictures, kan menangis ganya ku nda! hehehehe. love you guys to bits :) my 6 months break proved to be very.. emm.. cant fidn the right word. hehehe. working. then went to brisbane for a 'visit' then back again there to study. seriously, 2003 has been one hell of a year.

the ups & downs are incredible. banartah. being able to close an old book and open a new book, (or should i use chapter? :p) feels exhilirating (sp?). entah ah. im a much happier person now. being able to accept. being able to understand. i guess it is true. only when you understand then accept things.. you feel much at peace. most things happen for a reason juakan. sigh. am not going to get all emotional. hehehehe.

but then a new year. a brand new start. i hope 2004 will be a much better year (this would be interesting as i kept on thinking how much better it could be? *all smiles*) for me. well, bah bah.. for you guys too. hehehehe. there are some things that still need to be sorted out. but that should be sorted out with time.

hmmm. there was this particular incident couple of days that i would love to blog about. hehe. but entah ah, im feeling bloody happy at the moment that i dont think its worth my time. and the thought of seeing him later this afternoon is seriosuly making me high. missing you heaps lah ;)

might be busy in the next couple of days. if i dont get to blog again, wishing you guys a very happy new year yeah. hehehe.

*it almost feels like being in love*

;)