pathetic.

did i sound like some pathetic loser in my last post? just thought about it and i reckon i did. oh well. couldnt be bothered to delete or edit it. biar ajalah buiii.

im a pisces. im soft-hearted. i take things to the heart. kejiwa? not really but i appreciate most things in life even if they tend to slap me in the face-HARD. i always manage to find excuses for any catastrophes that i encounter in life. i believe things always happen for a reason and if you find that pathetic- tough! thats who i am. sometimes i can be indecisive and i am not proud of it. it usually makes me feel like a hypocrite too. but then im growing up. arent we all? its a process. you make mistakes, you learn and you try not to make it again. betul nda? someone once mentioned to me, life is a journey and not a destination. and i like to add to it, what doesnt kill you, will only make you stronger.

thats how im feeling right now. i feel like i want to regret some things ive done in life but why should i? i believe in what i do and what ive done. no regrets. my pride was on the line but so what? it hasnt killed me has it? hence, i believe, it will only make me stronger. cheers :)

man. how could i come up with that? am in the library at the moment. been here since 10.30am. woke up at 9.30 though. melumpat eh. didnt set the alarm cos i thought id wake up in time. managed to call rina first though. might see her later this afternoon. she txtd me at 6.30am tadi! TO THE BRAIN, WOMAN! hehehe. replied, 'Na. I love you but its 6am. will call you in 2hrs time when i wake up.' but called 3 hrs later cos i overslept :p

want to catch a movie later. babes (you know who you are!), if kamu manasaja, lemme know. we go. we go. okay? yes? okay? hehe. shamai thinks ive got too much energy inside me. last night i was hitting him, physically. haha. sapa suruh menyaya. ah? siapa suruh?

anyways, going back to do my work now. hehehe. more research. i cant find any good articles on the success of EU. anyone can recommend me any good ones? ataupun EU is not a success story. hehe. entah ah :p