definetely not the hormones talking!!

yesterday was full of emotional crap. could it be POST-MS?? was practically crying the whole day. tsk. but it did me good. very, very good.

to my girls (you know who you are!), love you girls loads & loads. thank you ever so much. love you, love you, love you.

got to thank my babu & bapa too!! love you guys loads & loads & loads & loads. hehehehehe. berabis berabis.

bubs, i have stopped lying to myself. am just going to go with the flow, i suppose. that evil bastard can just go to hell, for all i care. such a good for nothing person. im so disappointed with myself for believing him even the tiniest bit. yeah, go f*** off lah. cant believe after what he said to me, he would actually go jalan with that tina osman girl on top of everything else. wonder if he is still with mazmah. hmmmm... oh bloody hell. manasajatah ia eh. am happy now. very, very happy :) :) :) if he just loves messing up his life- have fun! just dont go looking for me again. (p.s. dalings, help me get through this shit yeah?)

hope THEy call me or bal today, then dapat ambil the barang. yaaaaay! got to finish heaps of stuff beforehand first. hehe. but its all going to be well worth it. going to be surrounded by people i love sooooo much.

yaaaaaaay! they just called. i can collect the barang already. wuuuuuuhuuuuu. *happy happy happy*

off i go now. sitting through 4 hrs of finance will be hell now. hehehehe.

love you guys so so much :) :)